The Spiritual Trace
Everything we do has some sort of trace associated with it. I recall one of the laws of physics being taught to me as a young man “Every action has an equal and opposite reaction”. It wasn’t obvious to me that this was always the case, but I believed my instructor and I needed to pass my physics exam. Every action has an equal and opposite reaction. This is Newton’s Third Law.
In the world of physics, particularly the physics of motion, when one ball bearing hits another it moves the one it collides. We can relate to this, the same occurs when we bump into someone or two cars crash; there are many examples in the world.
Have you ever thought this law applies to the spiritual world? Many would argue the answer to this is yes. Often referred to as karma in the Hindu tradition, the actions of one person on another, either positive or negative, will create a response, maybe not immediately, but in time karma will be delivered. So therefore negative and positive actions will be paid in full. So what does this mean to us? And how does it relate to the title of this reflection, the spiritual trace?
I would argue, in any tradition, but particularly the Christian tradition, that everything we do has a spiritual component, and therefore has a spiritual consequence. We can see this amongst ourselves, by not forgiving someone with deliberation, we hang on, internally to the act of unforgiveness. The resolution has not been made. And therefore the disturbance remains. If you like a spiritual trace.
There are many examples in our lives where this occurs. Depending on our level of sensitivity these traces are heightened by the characteristics of our personality and spiritual disposition. For example, people who are in the highly sensitive category, such as those described in Elaine Aron’s book The Highly Sensitive Person, can feel this at a much higher level. And as her book points out there’s a much higher percentage of the population in this category than we might think.
Part of the problem is that we feel, some of us do at least, that we can separate what’s going on in our lives from our prayer life, or if not prayer life, the way that we conduct ourselves. So we cannot be a truly kind and gentle person to our family and our close friends, and behave like an awful person to everyone else. There has to be balance here. And if we don’t let go, do not resolve problems, don’t forgive, bear grudges, all of these things leave a trace. A spiritual trace.
There is another side to this coin, of course, the good also leaves a spiritual trace. Many of these become reminders to us when we remember another person, a place, or a situation. A spiritual trace comes back to life. It might be an old birthday card, a picture taken years ago that reminds us of the good times as well.
Our lives are littered with remembrances; spiritual traces, both positive and negative. So the question remains: how do we deal with them? What are the spiritual traces niggling us, keeping us awake at night, giving us that funny feeling in our stomach when we meet this person, or returning to this subject, of that missed opportunity because we didn’t have the courage and love to deal with it earlier? Are we still leaving unresolved spiritual traces out there? They, like problems, tend to accumulate, so what starts as a small puddle, can become a reservoir of difficulty over time.
What are the wonderful spiritual traces in your life? That recent anniversary, the souvenir you found, or even a remembrance of a favorite movie you watched with a lover or friend.
Our lives are littered with these traces, let’s notice them and not forget they are reminders of a road to a more peace-filled existence, depending on how we deal with or cherish them, for they leave another trace with others. The trace is me.
Photograph and Reflection Copyright 2024 Michael J. Cunningham OFS